| The painting in the last post was turned into this:
(cant seem to get a good pic of this one at all) I screamed, cried, slapped the paint on the canvas and used mostly my fingers. I really let the emotions fly, and it seemed to help for a while.
Today I could tell it was time for another one, so this is what I got:
*Note to self: DO NOT use your hands to fingerpaint with screen printing ink. it will NOT come off. I hit a snag there with that paint....might come back to it once the paint dries. |
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| I painted. I tried to just sit with my emotions and let whatever come out. It made me feel worse for a while. then I just kept going and came up with whatever this is. I still dont feel any better.
I still dont think I can make it through this. For those of you who are reading and dont know what "this" is, Its divorce. and it hurts like nothing else has ever hurt before. |
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| I'm not going to survive this. |
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| I'm so sorry I haven't posted in so long. My creativity hasn't been active for several months, due to some major personal problems. My life has been turned upside down. 
I'm filled with so many emotions, and I hope to be able to express those in some painting soon. 
Its just so hard to find the strength to go on, much less to recapture the passion for painting and beading that I once I had. 
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